Something More
Just my thoughts on day-to-day life, always dreaming of something more.....
Monday, October 31, 2005
Thursday, October 06, 2005
PRAISE THE LORD!
Just talked to my wonderful husband and he had a few pieces of possible good news...I feel very strongly that these are direct
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Rough Week...
It has been one very rough week at home, at work, spiritually. My faith has been tested to the fullest the past 5 days and I feel like I'm only making an average grade on it right now. Of course, I'm thinking there would be something even more wrong if I felt like I was at an A+ with my faithfulness, after all, I'm human.
My friend and I were chatting the other night about how it's so difficult to ask for and accept help from others because we've always been the 'strong' one - that is something I am definitely struggling with right now. It's not easy for me to put myself in such a vulnerable position, even with friends. In fact, I think it's probably easier to open up and ask for help from those that don't know me so well, because then I don't have to worry about them thinking, "wow, she really doesn't have it together." Not that my friends would ever say/think that, they would be nothing but supportive.....but then it goes back to being the 'strong' one. It's a vicious cycle that will only be broken with the help of God, I can't wait to be free of these chains I've placed on myself.....
God is good and I know he has such a huge plan for my life. I look forward to finding my 'something more'.